It is sad.
Everything hurts me nowadays. I don't know if I am invisible or just not important, but it really sucks.
Even the dog is against me.
I just can't keep up with it all. 😥
I probably should go back on my meds so I don't have to have feelings anymore. It would make things so much easier. However, I stopped using them because they weren't helping anyway.
I don't know what to do about that.
What I do know, is that I am so so very tired.
And I can't keep up with life.
And every new obstacle just breaks my heart.
And I don't know how to fix it. The more I try to fix, the worse of a mess it is.